These questions and feelings tell you something really, really important. But, before I go further, I want to share a quick cautionary note — what you’re experiencing is not a character flaw. You’re not doing anything wrong. You’re getting important guidance, and there is something powerful unfolding.
So, please refrain from making yourself wrong, trying harder, doing more, or “trying to figure it all out” because ... these approaches will only strengthen the experiences that you do not want to have. You’ve been inside a way-of-being and doing for a while now ... and you cannot move into greater freedom, deeper happiness , more ease, or Higher Self-expression from the same consciousness that created these experiences. It will not work.
So, what is happening?